~finaldyingwish
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- Offline for 1d 21h 59m 5s
- Deviant since Nov 8, 2007, 10:53 AM
- 27 Deviations
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The Second Letter-Yet again,The Second Letter-
i write to those nice enough to take the time to care...
Everyday i shatter on the floor, i shatter more and more. eventually there wont be pieces to break, in my life I've made too many major mistakes i cant fix things (there's only one way) they'll always be broken (I'll always be broken) Yet no one can fix me (no one should try) I'm tired of this everlasting descent I've got to end it, and end it now. maybe it'll pull people together (if not tear them apart) I'm not doing this out of reverge i'm doing this for me
(and f
in Open 1w 5d ago
The letterDear, whomever gives a FUCK,The letter
I'm sorry, the pain i'm feeling is at the point to where it's unbearable... i can't stand the fear and depression and anger. no one seems to care.... its as if i've become invisable to many of your eyes don't act like this has come as a big surprise, my life has been filled with TO many lies DON'T think i don't love u all, because i really do And 4 those of u who give a damn I'm truely truely sorry
things only keep getting worse, and i don't have the patience for "things to get better" they never have, and never will... &nb
in Open on 4/29/08
the way i bleedthe pain inside, too much to handlethe way i bleed
blame it on me the fault isn't mind
stubborn i am angry i am depressed i am out my control yet you think its a game i'm playing i could care less if you noticed
the pain inside,
too much to handle, but now
on the outside it matches
deeply the blade tears my skin to balance the pain inside i bleed i bleed the wounds are deep my blood runs reds my soul dives blue as inside and outside things bleed BLUE bleeding ins
in Open on 4/28/08
ShatteredWhile you were doing her last night, I was crying, twitching, tweaking outShattered
Caring, Fearing,
Wondering if things'll ever change, or will they stay the same.
I never meant to hurt you,
but you've killed me this way.
While you were inside of her, I was outside myself,
confused on what i've missed, what did i do to deserve this.
Forgiveness, the center of your eternal bliss That I cannot give you, as the nothingness eats me inside out. I waited for you, and you alone. But you've shared yourself the way i
in Open on 4/28/08
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SufferingDevious Information
- Emailfinaldyingwish@gmail.com
- YahooFinaldyingwish
- Current Age: 17, but that doesn't matter, I'm a vamp
- Current Residence: The darkness of my heart
- Interests: life. death. art. photography. reality.theatre, acting.
- Favourite movie: Nightmare before christmas
- Favourite band or musician: Too many to name just 1
- Favourite genre of music: the kind i could die to
- Favourite artist: dont have one yet
- Favourite game: life.(Not The Board Game)life itself. and its my least favorite
- Personal Quote: death is art, art is life, life is death
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Devious Comments
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There's madness to my logic and logic to my madness.
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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"as the ink of my heart spills upon the page and begins to dry i know you cant see it from their but in reality, i cry"
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There's madness to my logic and logic to my madness.
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KING OF THE STREETZ
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"as the ink of my heart spills upon the page and begins to dry i know you cant see it from their but in reality, i cry"
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Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Enter my contests!
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"as the ink of my heart spills upon the page and begins to dry i know you cant see it from their but in reality, i cry"
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I carved ur name in the bullet, so they'd know the last thing going through my mind
(I carved Dom into the bullet)
The end is 5/24/08
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There's madness to my logic and logic to my madness.
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