finaldyingwish

its over. all over. no one can stop me. im too much of a pest to have around. i cause too much pain i feel what remains cant believe how worthless i am i dont expect anyone to know or show up. i dont want anyone to "save me" i want this to happen i dont feel right two months ago tore me apart inside how could anyone rob me of my innocence how could she let it happen and then tell me to stop complaining pain crawling on the inside itching to be let out voices in my head how am i still alive? losing my mind losing my mind and i know its time my time my time knows whats all inside. slowly i cry fu

I'm falling and you can't help me to far away to even know i won't be alive very soon falling to never rise agian to hit the ground and never wake up falling and you can't catch me you tried you missed hit the ground and bled out no soul to keep 6 feet deep into the ground i lie and at my funeral no one cries and its okay i was nobody anyways

gone because you had to leave even though you didn't want too yet you still love me and i'm so confused gone i cant see you and i'm all alone no one but you loved me the way you did i miss the way you kiss the way you touch the way you feel yet i'm all alone with no one here for me.... why does it have to be this way..... i'm not okay..................

Us three we're tough . have backrounds that'll make your heads spin .brought up by ourselves befriended by each other TKUTKM2 I have your backs you have mine LTDT BFFS they don't understand our secret language YOU know who U are (Jessica and Aly) We're each others life support (and death support) LTDT Ain't gonna let nuthin happen ta my bitches yous aint gonna let nuthin happen ta me thats how its gotta be Fightin back da bitches that try ta fuck wit us, when they don't even know us, what were about, who da fuck we are But they'll learn not to mess wit dis trio LTDT TKUTKM2 bitch!

Yet again, i write to those nice enough to take the time to care... Everyday i shatter on the floor, i shatter more and more. eventually there wont be pieces to break, in my life I've made too many major mistakes i cant fix things (there's only one way) they'll always be broken (I'll always be broken) Yet no one can fix me (no one should try) I'm tired of this everlasting descent I've got to end it, and end it now. maybe it'll pull people together (if not tear them apart) I'm not doing this out of reverge i'm doing this for me (and for those who despise me) Im sorry, really sorry, but this NEEDS to happen A permanent sol

If I'm stupid because I'm gay, then let me be an idiot, and move on with your own boring life. If I'm retarded because I'm gay, the let me be "mentally not okay." But I'll still be gay. If I'm ugly because I'm a lesbian, then let me be the ugliest women in the world. Because I'm still going to be a lesbian, loving the woman I do, and I won't and can't stop because of you. If you think I'm not "mentally-stable", (who is anymore, by the way?) Because I'm transgendered and able... Then let me be insane in your world! But I'm not going to keep living under the table in mine! Because I was born male, but I'm truly female, or born fe

I want to die I wish I could disappear. . . Just fade away no longer have to cry I wouldn't be around; wouldn't be here No one needs me No one cares So let me be Let my heart tare It's okay, let me go I've finally broken beyond repair It's fine, you don't have to know Please my friend, take care

Let me find who I am Stop trying to make me your clone To tell you the truth I don't give a damn This is getting under my skin; rotting my bones For the love of it, let me go! You said you didn't want me so here's your wish Don't pretend like you know In a way I guess I'll find a way to miss this All the good times when we we happy All the bad time when we got into fights Man I'm getting too sappy! Just so you know it ends tonight Nothing to hold onto Nothing to feel anymore Don't say I should've knew You're the one who slammed the door I'm no good for you But I'm in pain without your love This is something I must do I'm le